Masa Depan yg Uncertain

1. One of the biggest fear that I have is, kalau aku mati masa jaga anak-anak, what will happen to them?

2. I am not talking about in the future, tapi dalam masa 8 jam, sebelum my wife coming back from her shift. I used to have this thought masa jaga Aisyah dulu, tapi selepas Aisyah besar, alhamdulillah, umur den masih panjang. Skang, this thought is coming back, sebab ada little Maryam pulak.

3. So far, I manage to teach Aisyah bukak peti dan cari makanan, buang air sendiri dalam toilet, amik air minum drp water container, just in case something happens. Kalau boring sgt, bukak channel 611 (kids channel). So far, she manages that.

4. And for Maryam, so far aku hanya berjaya ajar Aisyah bagi puting pada adik kalau adik nangis. Bonus point is, utk angkat phone kalau sapa sapa call. Lama jugak ni, kalau berlaku apa apa, jenuh nak tunggu mama balik (Nauzubillahi min zalik).

5. I used to tell my wife 4 years ago, on this concern. Actually, she had the same thought, but from her side; what if she died while driving back home, tapi anak sakit dan I am still waiting for her? Waktu tu, we only had 1 small car? For that reason, I bought another small car for us! Lol.

Semoga Allah memudahkan urusan kami.
...But they plan, and Allah plans. And Allah is the best of planners. (8:30)