What come first~

All the time of my life, I always think that I am special
Even the situation is not that permitting,
That is the way I am thinking and I simply do it anyway,
I always think that I am a hero, born and raise to help people around me
For me that is good....and bad
The good part is I always try my best and being creative in doing something
The bad part is sometimes it is beyond the limit and I suffer disappointment

Yesterday, I was practicing on uploading new markers and tops for wells
Work stuffs~
So, I did step by step,
I edited the program code by senior, moving the set files from one to another
Transferred and changed the data into excel format, wrote code for the extraction
Re arranged the data and see the result
The idea was to create and generate auto stick plot from that program

It was really difficult and quite a hassle for me as I always made a mistake in each
of the steps
It took me so long, hours of the time, trying to figure out what was the solution for
each of the problems,
Even when I had lunch, the simulation was in my head,
When I prayed, I miss tahiyyatul awwal because my brain dis not stop thinking of it
I tried to distract myself, but in the end the simulation was auto pilot at the back of the brain

I continued until 6 pm and in the end the steps were still unresolved,
Few more percent to the finishing line~ God damn it~
I stopped as my stomach knocked my brain and said;
"Master, give me food, or I will keep knocking your head"

Automatically, all the simulation stopped...Now I am thinking of what to eat,
Ahaa,,so the answer is, "Food" comes first than job,
As I was walking down, my head was thinking what should I eat, what to buy and stuffs,
At the parking-paying-machine, as I was standing while paying the parking ticket, thinking of what to eat,
All of the sudden, came a small kid, age around 2-year-old, hopping and running around me,
Hahaha, it was so entertaining to see such a view and I was smiling,
Then, my heart knocked everything, the brain, the stomach, you name it;
"Master, let's go home and see Aisyah, she's so cute and adorable"
Ahaa, now this is the priority, I started to understand this game,

So, I rushed home, she was crawling around the living room,
As soon as she saw me, she rushed to me;
"hey, hey, hey"...that's the only words she could say so far,
The translation was;
"Papa, you are so handsome today,"
Well I knew that already, don't bother to tell me that, lol~
Well, actually, it could be anything,

So, everything stopped after that.
Today, after sending her to the nursery,
Ahaa,,I found the answer for the simulations already,
Dear God, thank you

(Life of PP)