Big Bad Harv
(Fictional? Maybe...)
1. A year ago, I was under distressed situation. It went on and on long enough, and it created a dark side of me, Harv. Just before Harv opened up his mouth, I managed to escape that surreal room. The biggest problem is, Harv never dissapears.
2. They said, you will never be the same person twice. True indeed! Deep in my heart, I consider everyone I meet as potential enemies. Just waiting for the right time before I eliminate them from my life (walk-out). Every acts and questions thrown to me are shots, unless proven otherwise. I trust nobody, and I do not regret it.
3. To get back-up is just so hard, almost impossible. It is just like an accident car, but you cannot buy spare-parts. I cannot buy the new me. So, I am picking up the scattered-me, fix them and reuse them. The broken mirrors are still broken, you can see reflections but with scars everywhere.
4. Most of the time, I listen to music, enjoy walking and watching people in great details. I talk to myself in bathroom, but end-up I talk out loud. That's what I do. If the situation persists, if Harv starts to talk, God forbid that, then I am stepping forward.
5. Actually, whether we realize it or not, each of us are fighting their own battles. Let us help, by being respectful to each others.
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